I am sad

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I’m sad
food is gross
being fat is disgusting
the world kinda sucks more
games don’t really make me happier, and
I wish my family was better
or that I had
friends
no one really sees my suffering
no one cares
and I mean I guess I can understand because
I wouldn’t care for other people either
but this is more than I expected
just a world
of people
that
pretend
to
care
f
o
r
me
and
people
who
will
never
understand
who I am
or what I believe in
or what I think about every day when I look out the window
gazing at that 25-story drop.
I’m gross and I’m dying
I feel myself die a little more
each day
fooled myself into thinking that the world
would get better
allowed myself to believe that things would change because I
wanted to have faith that
I could
be happy
but nothing’s gonna happen
because I’m a shitty person
living a shitty life
staring at that 25-story drop
every day when I look out the window

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